Maybe All I want
Is to go to bed each night
knowing that I did my best for my goals
And wake up each morning
knowing I will do my best today to get where I want to be.
Screw this ‘wanting immediate results’ shit and not doing anything just because I know it will take long. It has gotten me nowhere.
I guess all I can really do is try my best and maybe one day I’ll wake up, knowing it wasn’t just luck what got me here. :)
So yes, my depression is gone for now. Had a nice dinner with friends and felt good again for the first time in a long time. In the meantime, I watched Pretty Woman, and concluded that even though it’s just another sexist ‘Disney style’ kind of a movie about a poor (literally) girl who gets saved by a prince (spoken like a true feminist, huh?) ; I still absolutely love it.
Other than that I’m planning to do work, study, watch Nikita in the breaks and perhaps cook something nice. Life is not too bad after all.